I love accusations – I’m faking illness? Pictures and video included and there is lots more – this is only a taste. Faking being terminal? This is where you want to take it? Terminally ill means that nothing else can be done for you medically – and you can live in misery for years being terminally ill. And that’s exactly what’s happening with me. How pathetic is this bunch of idiots at all? Trying to denounce?
And Kevin even pointed out my teeth – after 6 1/2 years of malnutrition and dehydration? What do you think happened to my teeth? But Kevin – get that pound of flesh. But you don’t like my diagnosis of you – do you – it’s bang on.
Long story short. And if people want to use this against me – go for it. I got nothing to hide – how about you? Come on Kevin – let that mask slip and show the people who you really are. I dare you – take all this and make more videos – ridicule me – come on – give me the sympathy card. To my dying breath. And I get out of bed every morning with the purpose of helping dog owners. What do you do? Get out of bed in the morning and ridicule me? What a life eh? What a miserable little existence. And you don’t like it do you? You don’t like the fact that I won’t validate you.
But for some reason – I’m the most dangerous thing out there. They can’t come at me one on one – oh no – nothing more than cowards. And they want to shut me up? They want to shut me down? i wonder why – cause I’m not convenient. Yet – I still fight for dog owners and the dog – even when I fight for my life.
Mid January 2020, started vomiting and shitting out blood. Took til the end of February to get a diagnosis. One of the largest deep crater bleeding ulcers they ever seen in the world. They consulted with surgeons around the world – nobody seen anything like it. Occurred in the duodenum just outside my stomach. Well – by mid March – the ulcer destroyed my Pyloric Sphincter – scarred shut completely – shutting down my stomach. Most of my stomach is dead. All through the start of the covid bullshit. That ulcer ripped on through my bowels and up through my major organs. Liver, spleen, pancreas and gall bladder – all scarred 30% to 40%. There is pain that hurts – and pain that alters. Duodenum, ileum and most of the jejunum – all scar tissue as a result.
End of April, ulcer ruptured – given a choice. We can drug you up and let you die? Or Surgery? 10% to 20% chance of survival – I’m still here. 5 1/2 months – couldn’t eat or drink. You can go 6 days without water – not much left by the end of it. And through that 5 1/2 months – I bled from that ulcer at the same time for a month and a half. Bleeding, starving and dehydrating. Every 5 or 6 days – off to the hospital for blood and IV fluids. Hemoglobin so low I would pass out on my feet and crash into whatever is in front of me. Busted skull several times – concussion. Busted ribs. All kinds of scars. No bruising – no bleeding – cause there wasn’t enough left in my body.
September 2020, botched operation that damaged my vagus nerve – and sent me septic for second time in 2020 cause the surgeons sutures leaked. You seriously don’t know how tough you can be til you need to be. And to ice that cake – she left me with a kink in my Jejunum – upstream of the gastric bypass.
You’ve heard of bariatric surgery? Weight loss surgery? I have that and worse. Through bariatric – they perform a gastrojejunostomy – tying the stomach to the bowel so most of the food bypasses the duodenum and iium – it isn’t absorbed. And they psychically restrict the flow of food to the Pyloric sphincter – and the upper GI – where most of the absorption takes place. Problem is – my Pyloric Sphincter is forever scarred shut – my stomach is dead – everything goes through the bypass. I can’t absorb food or water the way a regular person can – so when I get seriously dehydrated from puking? Takes days to recover. Can’t get beyond 130 pounds – still 50 pounds underweight. I’m 130 pounds – and somehow still the biggest threat out there.
After that surgery – I started vomiting major – liters of fluid – and continue to do so to this day cause my Vagus nerve is damaged. The worst day I had – I puked up 22 pounds of fluid – and for a man that’s 130 pounds? Can watch my veins collapse as my bowels sucks the water out of my body. And it’s all bile – and where you think all that bile comes from? Not from the stomach – but straight from the bowels – up through my stomach and out the mouth. Imagine the taste of that – and oh when bile aspirates into your lungs? Everyone should experience that once in their life. Here’s some pictures for you – skin hanging off me.
Mid September 2020. This is me at 110 pounds – after surgery – 70 pound weight loss due to months of starvation. Look at the skin bagging off me.
And vomiting? oh my goodness. Would you like to see? Been 6 years of it. Vomit this much fluid 3 or 4 times in a row – and see how fast you’re fighting for your life due to serious dehydration. Doctors are stunned that I am still alive and kicking – still trying to get a lawsuit against that idiot surgeon – but this is Canada – not the USA.
I have no choice but to manually express it – cause when it comes up on its own – that’s the bad nights. Try spitting up this much fluid 3 or 4 times and tell me what it feels like to be so dehydrated that you fight for your life. And remember – water isn’t going through to my duodenum – I don’t have the ability to hydrate the way you do.
This is coming straight out of my bowels – cause my stomach doesn’t work. Can you imagine the taste of it..
